As part of my self care, I write everyday. My counselor told me that it was good for me , because I apparently care too much what people think of me. I laugh because I consider myself ‘self aware’, but it keeps coming up in sessions how much I compare myself or my life to others. That doesn’t seem self aware to not recognize this going on .
Most of the time when I am writing ,I just want it to flow. I have been sending my writings to friends lately, and asking them If it sounds like my voice? I have had positive feedback, which is awesome. It is interesting to me, the pieces of writing that people seem to like.
Most days ,I feel I ramble on about whatever is going on. Today is therapy, so I will see if this writing is helping at all.
Self care is a new concept to me. Doing it on purpose ,daily. I have started
running or walking daily. I also try to juice my vegetables most of the week days. I feel great, but it consumes a lot of my time. I think that is why I don’t keep up with it. My garden has started blooming and have been working on that too. Everything I love to do is outside. Thank God for nice weather!
I am thankful to anyone who reads my blog. I do my blog from my phone. It is not fancy. Just sharing this life and all it’s ups and downs and try to find meanings to it all.